In case I die , just leave .

November 27, 2009

yeap , it's over .
done .
i'm single again .
somehow it feels good .
well she wasn't meant for me anyway ...
shouldn't rely on false hope eh ...
anyway , today was like an average day .
doesn't feel like hari rayer haji .
haha .
feels like a normal sunday ...
haha .
chey faeza viewty seh ...
haha .
"epan ingat dier sorang 5megapixel" .
baek per faz ...
haha .
i love my cousins ...
haha .
best babe ...
ok luh ...
that's all uh ...
bye .

9:57 PM

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November 26, 2009

Farhan babe !
yesterday we made history !
baek sial ...
as in seriously .
we brought our farhan sign .
atfirst i like don't want uh sial .
malu seh .
like damn fucked up .
anyway i did it anyway ...
it turned out to be great .
farhan was so umm , don't know luh what the word , when he saw us .
i can't see cos specs lost .
=D
that was one of the best days of my life ...
damn happy sia .
anyway during the show damn awesome .
the girls in the front were like laughing at us ...
one of them took a picture !
like omg !
charles like so deserved to go out sia .
results later ...
wait uh ...
anyway tabitha and sylvia damn nice .
=P
hehe ,.
ended earlier today .
around 9.10 .
at around 9.30 like that sleeq performed sial !
woot !
but the result show was the best .
just before the result show , some chinese girl told us to come down .
i think she like the staff or somethin' .
then we sat in the tabitha fans side .
right beside her parents ...
shaffan was obssessed with tabitha's father .
lol .
the mum asked if we were tabitha fans ...
we like just say yes uh cos got no more seats .
then i told the guys uh , "we are still hardcore farhan fans , just undercover tabitha fans"
=D
we like shouted , screamed , cried (hehe) , and did other shit .
haha .
the dudes infront were like lookin' behind all the time sial .
then i think can see us on tv .
damn awesome .
thaqifah say uh ...
saturday repeat babe .
cannot miss .
i seriously think all the idols saw us ...
tabitha like pointed to us ...
haha .
damn awesome .
haha .
hehe .
oh farhan perform damn awesome sial .
haha .
then in the end no one out sial .
chicken mcnugget betol .
urgh .
but gurmit say tis week's votes will be added to next week one .
the thing finish at 11 uh .
reach home kol 12 uh .
oh then when we about to leave , at tabitha's father seat , shaffan found a green tea .
lol .
then he bring home sial .
wth seh .
he seriously damn obssessed with tabi's father .
oh anyway , reverse abit ...
before that mornin' uh ...
went mac eat breakfast ...
then went boon lay interchange ...
thaqifah nak pinjam cd selena gomez.
haha .
then take 157 uh .
i realised the day before can tak 157 sial go dom's house .
oh and all the time i carrying a box ok ...
why ?
wait uh ...
then stop at one of the bus stop just before bukit timah .
can tak 77 or 970 (i think) .
but i can't see so tunggu jek uh for the bus come close close .
harap harap got people take also uh .
then berlambak sial the bus .
i carrying the box somemore .
like crazy sial .
then i missed dom's house the bus stop .
i thought far sial .
lucky not uh ...
anyway reach there only played his IBANEZ !
totally awesome ...
RG320DX .
that's the one i saw at swee lee .
awesome sial .
the whole time i was in his room playin' the guitar .
i mean thee guitar .
=D
awesome .
i never went down to the game room .
didn't even touch his 360 .
sialla .
too obssessed with his guitar .
played with the whammy damn cool .
played bat country , beast and the harlot , heaven & hell , iron man , holy diver , master of puppets , fade to black , sanitarium , psychosocial , duality , (sic) , before i forget , symphony of destruction and some random shit .
the sound damn nice .
btw i realised an , must like mute the top string when like umm , i don't how to say uh ...
but the top string will so called disrup the sounds ...
do not leave it open ...
i realised that during bat country the chorus .
damn cool ...
i think that's all for now ...
nothin' can tak away my happiness right now .
not even personal problems .
=)
ok luh bye .
another long post sial .

7:19 PM

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November 20, 2009

ACE CAMP WAS AWESOME !
it was so freakin' awesome ....
but the first day was like crap ...
river crossing .
the food was ok luh .
not that bad .
CHICKEN !
sleepin' was damn uncomfortable .
first day was crap .
second day was awesome !
had orienteering and abseilin' .
oreint was damn boring too .
walk around find stamp then chop on the paper .
then like we couldn't find the stamp ...
hussein and shaffan like blame kyeong they all uh .
speakin' of kyeong , he is damn fucked up .
he and anjan got damn alot of space until some people got no space to sleep .
me , amir , hussein , amirul , ahmad and shaffan had to squeeze like hell .
shaffan blew it on the 3rd night .
nicely said shaf ...
anyway ...
we had lunch then abseiling ...
it was like freakin' scary ...
although it was not that high but it was scary .
sialla .
i was one of the last few to go ...
we had toclimb over a ledge thing .
then have to like lie back .
scary sia .
then my feet were like sliding .
the michelle girl ask us to lean back .
then like when i almost reachin' the ground then i do properly ...
wah .
after that , omg , damn awesome .
dinner was ok but after that ...
omg .
talenttime .
our group - Frat - sent hussein and dominic for the thing .
hussein did the belly wave !
but dominic ...
he hold his breath under water ...
not the water like water ...
he took a bottle of water and put it above his head .
like WTF !
anyway the judges was nicole khoo , marcus koh (urgh !) , NG SHUH LIT ! , the michelle girl .
you should have seen ng shuh lit's face when dominic did the thing !
me and shaffan were dying !!!
it was so fucked up .
anyway rohit from 204 a.k.a VS won .
he's dancing was damn nice ...
haha ...
we had so much fun ...
3rd day i think was the best ...
first we went Gunung Lambak with 209 a.k.a MOG .
otw i saw this high so called mountain uh ...
then i told they all we climbing that one .
they all don't believe .
obviously i was jokin' .
when we reach the base of the mountain , it looked like the same but cmon all mountains look the same .
then we began our hike .
sialla damn slippery and muddy .
a few people like fell uh .
and most of the trail damn steep .
if fall right , can die sial .
we took like almost 1 hour to reach up ...
the view was fuckin' amazing .
by that time me and dominic were like damn hungry .
we planted a "flag using a branch and a leaf .
then we borrow chen da's a.k.a Chendol pen .
then we wrote Sharrol and Dominic Chicken lovers (cos we were cravin' for chicken) on the leaf .
damn awesome .
then the leaf somehow broke cos of a certain shaffan .
then put it back again .
i thought going down gonna be like damn easy sia .
turns out , it was like as bad as comin' up .
damn steep and slippery ...
dominic like died 47 times .
lol .
damn funny .
he will be like i won't fall down from now on .
5 seconds later he slip ...
haha .
damn funny .
both of us were like holding the people behind us .
they all have to like shout stop damn alot of time .
eh tiring ok .
then when we went infront(stupid ace leader go tell us to go infront) we were damn slow ...
the people behind have to like wait for us .
it took like 1+++ hours to reach down eh .
damn tired .
on the bus everyone sleep except for a certain shaffan .
lol .
anyway me and dominic were like so hopin' for chicken durin' lunch .
guess what , THERE WAS CHICKEN !
damn nice .
after that jungle survival !
we had to start a fire , cook and like build a tent .
my group - Frat 3 (we split our force[Force is Frat] into 3) only focused on like the cookin' .
the tent was crap .
our fire was also damn awesome .
eh , i cook the maggi and the sardine damn nice ok !
me and guan like finish everythin' .
but he eat way more than me .
after that dinner .
after dinner suppose to have campfire ...
but raining .
so we had samp fire in the so called "canteen" .
damn awesome !!!
our "cheer" was damn awesome .
it was the campfire song song .
just that we changed it to campfrat song song .
for the full lyrics go here ->http://www.facebook.com/note.php?created&&suggest&note_id=177752479484#/note.php?note_id=177752479484
atfirst like we did our old cheer .
the ace leader was like givin' the wtf look .
cos like when we first did our cheer at iforgotwheretheplace , mr arul was like tellin' the ace leader "you better come up with another cheer or i will come after you"
damn funny sia .
after we did the new one .
hah !
then the skit .
09 a.k.a MOG stole our skit sia .
walao .
but damn fun uh .
eventually 211 a.k.a SOZ won the cheer .
the skit was 04 a.k.a VS .
and the teachers also did performed .
they danced to the twist !
omg .
damn ok ...
but the ace leader one damn nice .
MAAHI VE !
check my facebook profile got the link go check .
woow !
damn nice uh .
sonni sonni ... aaja maahi ve .
woow !
damn fun .
after we like had encore and danced to like i gotta feelin' .
freakin fun .
i was like don't end this camp please .
sialla damn fun ,.
then last day .
damn sad .
gonna end .
but first , KAYAKING !
partner a certain shaffan .
i should seriously stop the "a certain shaffan" thing .
haha .
damn fun .
but both our arms damn pain from the past few days .
but damn fun .
i like throwing water at people .
damn fun disturbing them .
they like kayaking peacefully then *SPLASH* water at them haha .
then got "war" between me and the 03 dude who join our class .
i was winning when he fired a shot to my face .
i turned my head to the right(as he was on my left) like damn fast .
then my specs fell into the sea .
down down down , to the bottom of the sea .
lol .
haha .
now i'm blind .
yeah .
hooray for blindness .
anyway damn fun .
oh and for lunch after that , RAMLY BURGER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AWESOME !
but not special uh .
urgh .
anyway , otw home the driver on 2012 .
2012 you know .
the quality damn crappy .
i can't see but from the sound already know damn crappy .
anyway talked with theodore almost the whole way .
monday maybe going jamming .
then reach sji .
after ate waroeng !
actually ria luh .
but damn nice .
then blahblahblah .
then today collect streamin' results .
325 babe !
look , 3+2=5 , 325 (myblocknumber) !
its like i was destined to go to 325 !
anyway from start of the year i wanted to go to 325 .
anyway , shaffan , amir , hussein , and nicholas same class .
other class got yao , umar (urgh) , shamir , TASHAN !!! , and some other people .
can't wait for next year .
just hope i don't transfer uh .
urgh .
yah i think that's all uh .
i think this is like my longest post .
chao !

1:06 PM

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November 12, 2009

WALAO !
Duane is out of Singapore Idol !
i cried ok .
so emotional ...
and farhan waved at us !
urgh , if only i i brought my far ...
walao .
urgh .
anyway , i think yesterday charles was the best of the 6 .
before the show i was like "Today charles confirm out" .
but like he and duane both bottom 2 sia ...
walao .
i like don't want both to go .
but in the end duane out ...
but right , they like neever ask the judge if they wanna save or not .
wth sia ...
but i still supportin' sylvia .
you go girls !
btw , i got duane postcards !
lucky today i take cos duane out already .
he looks so hot .
haha .
anyway , watched glee today .
i was the most emotional episode .
but it was one of my favourites .
Artie !
kurt is amazing as always .
puck is still cool ...
i hate rachel .
sue is hilarious .
will is umm , i got nothin' .
well , it still was awesome .
i just love glee .
i think that's all , for now .

5:02 PM

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November 8, 2009

i'm gonna cry already .
thanks to you guys who wished me good luck .
eventhough i'm a failure in life .
ugrh .
thanks zhan , josh , anchelski .
will dearly miss 205 man .
and sji too .
although i don't really like sji .
anyway ...
just hope that well , i can enjoy a new life in sa or whatever school i go to next .
urgh .
the thing now is , what cca should i join .
somethin' fun .
not rugby .
definitely .
sports ?
ug ?
clubs ?
lol .
urgh .
but guys chill .
its not like i'm dying or anythin' .
although some people will really love that .
i;m just transferring that's all .
thanks for your support guys .
it really means alot to me .
thanks a bunch .
looks like there are people who care about me .
hah ...
i'm such a loser .
but damn , i just can't bear to leave sji man .
well , anyway , putting the whole "transfer saga" (lol , sounds like the soccer trasfer window thigny) aside , it has not been a boring holiday .
it was well kinda fun .
wednesday was the best day of the week .
went dom's house .
played world tour .
cool ...
i just love the drums ...
but i hate the pedals .
damn irritating .
the guitar also sial .
urgh .
anyway after that went to watch singapore idol .
it was not what i expected .
at first i asked hussein wether need to put on silent mode .
he was like "sure sure" .
it was damn noisy !
but it was nice .
hussein makin' a fool out off himself .
screaming (SCREAMING !) duane like damn loudly .
damn ...
going again this week .
can't wait .
tabitha looks kinda pretty ...
sylvia too .
but i'm still supportin' sylvia .
urgh .
damn , can't get the transfer thing outta my head .
why ?
and tabitha just accepted my friend request on facebook .
oh btw echofon is awesome .
one thing is because selena gomez is using it !
secondly , its just awesome .
oh check this out .
http://www.bopandtigerbeat.com/selena-gomez/selena-gomez-gets-shocking-news-listen-to-her-reaction-here/
she gets like totally shocked that falling down is #1 on radio disney .
i mean its not unexpected .
that song is awesome .
love you sel !
lol .
like she's ever gonna come here .
noone comes here .
except tashan .
haha .
well i think that's it for now then .
have a great great holiday people .
enjoy every minute of life no matter how horrible it is .
life does not go on forever guys .
well that's it then .
goodnight peeps .

10:37 PM

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November 2, 2009

hey hey hey ...

holidays are startin' to get boring .

urgh .

and its just the start .

urgh .

anyway , saturday like had mendaki .

but before that me and yusuf go meet sheikh at raffles place mrt .

pass the cash ...

hah .

got mine too .

anyway , he said he not going and like he's the leader of yusuf's group .

hah .

then we went to bradell and like this onepeople.sg .

no its not a website , its a place .

retarded .

anyway it was boring .

but got to skip madrasah .

hehe .

anyway , my group like disbanded .

that time there were only 2 of us in the group .

so we decided to join yusuf's group .

then we plan about this retarded thing .

i thought it was like just planning , but we actually have to do it .

damn it .

anyway , too lazy to explain the plan ...

after that went johor .

blah blah blah .
arsenal won 3 - 0 .

blah blah ..

then yesterday , boring as always .

blah .

oh and i am selling my classical guitar .

nope not for an electric but for an acoustic .

i'm gettin' (sic) of classical .

anyway found a seller but haven't said the fee .

so until he/she tell me the amount , i won't be saying how much i'm sellin' my guitar .

urgh .

anyway next mendaki on the 14th .

that's the day i will make my move .

shh !

well but yeah .

tryin' to keep my cool ...

anyway , watchin' the world series now .

i didn't know baseball was so , exciting .

yankees leading the series 2-1 .

and are leading game 4 , 4-2 .

against the phillies.

AND AWESOME HOME RUN !!!

4-3 .

yeah , phillies !

let's go phillies , let's go .

woow !

that was an awesome hit .

well that's it for now then .

11:39 AM

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